Life at the time was miserable. Day in and day out I watched my life go by like autumn leaves blowing in the wind. My closest friends were depression and debilitating anxiety that was so strong that I actually looked forward to the next wave of overwhelming fatigue.
If I could freely choose between the anxiety and being half asleep all the time, I would choose fatigue every single time. Needless to say, that with all the health issues and the unpredictable mood swings I experienced back then.
My love life, finances, career, and social life were negatively impacted. One day rock bottom came knocking on my door, or at least that’s what I call it now.
A notice of eviction together with a repossession notice for my car and my motorcycle took away the three keys I worked so hard to keep.
I found myself with nothing more than myself, a bankruptcy certificate, and my thoughts… and my thoughts were not very nice to me either.